Friday, July 13, 2007
FRIDAY THE 13TH.
A DAY OF EMBARRASSMENT AND SOUL-DETACHMENT. the day started off on a wrong note.
i had to wake up EXTRA EARLY so as to be able to send my sister to school on time.
so i reached school at 6.40am.
goshh. that's like super duper early.
plus i had along with me my guitar and the bloody PW file that i believe has been cursed with the "un-thickening and forever thinning" spell.
was doing my GP articles. on eating disorders and stick-thin models.
THEN THE EMBARRASSING MOMENT ARRIVED.
OK LUH. NOT AT THIS INSTANT, BUT A LIL WHILE AFTER THAT.
so charisse came, and accompanied me up to the Music Block to dump my guitar into the guitar room.
realised that it was unusually quiet.
there was no one.
and the door was locked.
then HE arrived. AND TOLD ME THAT THERE WASNT ANY GUITAR TODAY AND THAT MOON ALREADY TOLD US BEFOREHAND THAT THERE WASNT ANY GUITAR PRACTICE TODAY.
OF ALL PPL, IT HAD TO BE HIM!
WHY HIM?!
then, as usual, i cursed rather unglamourously and stalked off.
i felt so stuupid.
but the taunts from charisse and jenna cheered me up instead of making me feel even more stuupid.
and i gladly asked chunni to help me carry the guitar for most parts of the day.
THANKS CHUNNI!
XD
was rushing through GP articles and geog assignment during PE.
guan wei and jian hui make an unusual pair indeed.
guan wei sprained his ankle rather badly and jian hui has a toe infection.
so the PE teacher cracked a rather lame joke about how jian hui kicked guan wei's ankle while both of them had a fight and thus resulting in a sprained ankle and an injured foot.
how funny. *sense the sacarsm
was bored to tears during ALL the lessons.
dozed off during elwin's tutorial.his monotonous voice lulls me quite easily into slumber.
bio lecture, in my opinion, is a complete waste of time, and so is the subject itself for the matter.
during bio lecture, i spent some time reflecting.
thoughts of failing my sciences during promos, withdrawing from tj, transferring to u-know-where, repeating a year in the arts stream filled my mind.
i was so distraught by such thoughts that i forced myself to sleep.
i think chunni's idea of forcing me to forget and detach myself from u-noe-where might work.
PW meeting was a flop. as usual.
i cant tolerate their sloppiness.
so i and shiyun decided to take matters into our own hands.
left our belongings in school. went opposite to eat lunch. took a bus to temasek primary. met the vice-principal. walked all the way under the hot sun for 45 minutes to Anglican High School.
i enjoyed the walk. HAHA. we were like blasting music along the way and talking about the hilarious DUHH incident that took place yesterday.
i felt so relaxed and at ease during the walk.
i cant help comparing AHS to IJ.
such stark differences.
everything about AHS is so CHINESE. ppl speak chinese anywhere, anytime.
yet in IJ, it's like taboo to speak chinese.
chinese songs are uncool. chinese itself is uncool. (ij's perception)
even the banners in AHS is printed in CHINESE.
that seriously doesnt happen in ij. not in a million years.
and ij is so puny. and sits on a flat land.
haha
AHS sits atop a hill!
took a bus back to TJC.
and both of us felt strange.
YES! WE FELT THAT OUR SOULS WERE DETACHED FROM OUR BODIES!!! EVER HAD THAT FEELING BEFORE?!
IT'S KINDA HARD TO EXPLAIN. IT'S LIKE SUDDENLY EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE UNREAL AND IT'S AS IF WE HAD WALKED INTO THE FUTURE OR SOMETHING. YOU JUST START TO FEEL LIGHT-HEADED AND NOT YOURSELF.
and that's scary.
GP post mortem was A WASTE OF TIME.
im so damn tired.
how i wish i can sleep for a WHOLE DAY!
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