thank you marie for always being there for me when i needed u the most.
ure my pillar of strength, dearie!
:)
**i miss the carefree days of ij so much. being in an all-girls' school was the right choice.((headache-free)).i miss 4/1. i miss our unity. i miss the transparency. i miss the openess. i miss the joy, the fun, the laughter.
where have those days gone to...i wonder...
should have gone to my dream school.
why am i still stuck in my so-called "green pasture"?
i should have gone. i shouldnt have listened. should have pursued what i really wanted. should have had some confidence in myself.
rotting away in the shit-hole. wasting my life away.
this will always be the biggest regret of my life.
i swear.
**i shouldnt have met U. our paths shouldnt have crossed. things will all going fine till U showed up. u made a mess of my life. or probably i made a mess out of it myself. if only i had made the RIGHT descision, i wouldnt have met U and things would have been smooth-sailing. i guess it's all my fault. mine and no other.
i have a knack for blaming other people for my own mistakes.
and in this case, that person is not even aware of it.
i laugh at my own silliness sometimes.
im so stupid. really.
Y5:25 AM
skyward
"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail"
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
