Monday, April 30, 2007
shitt. ive got a gazillion amount of things to do.
it's so ironic. it's supposed to be a holiday TODAY. yet im mugging for geog tomorrow, hitting the chords on the guitar which sadly produces the sickening twang sound which means that im still not a pro at playing the guitar, and thinking about how to survive another week in tjc.
rahh.
i HATE STUDYING INTERNAL MIGRATION IN THE UK. bcuz i keep on encountering words such as "manchester" and "liverpool", and mr elwin's words come back to haunt me.
i was deliriously happy yesterday. bcuz i successfully ponned the oh-such-a-fucking-waste-of-time sports carnival.
it's such an annoying event. really. like seeing people run, screaming ur lungs out, perspiring profusely under the scorching hot sun. like puh-lease.
plus alpha didnt even win anything.
i was so spot-on when i predicted that gamma won overall champion.
like duhh.
the month of may is going to be a hell of a roller-coaster ride.
the 30th anniversary performing arts festival which means that the whole of may has events occuring daily.
18th may--Choir concert. (with MARIE!!!)
19th may--Band Concert. (with chunni chun chun)
25th may-- Guitar concert.
and so much more...
** spiderman 3!!!
Y9:10 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
IGNORE PREVIOUS POST PLS! It's like the DARK side in me blogging.
*hear my evil laughter.
sometimes it scares me that im having extreme mood swings.
as in TOTALLY EXTREME!
see rite, yesterday was like real depressing for me..but today things took a turn for the better.
i think, that to cure my depression, the best solution is to talk crap, be lame and swear!
that basically summed up what i did the whole day today.
during PW today, Yun Yun and Me just went HIGH.
we couldnt stop laughing. *grandpa coughing out black/grey smoke
HAHA!
and our lil pet dove who got all wet from flying in the rain and yasmine were like so "entertained" by our laughter.
**they think that we belong to asylums.
my lil sis, Min Min (ok! we are triplets!) was also on the brink of insanity.
she came up with this stupid idea :
1) She claims that her real father is Brian (another brian) who looks like a caveman. so she still assumes the identity of a CAVEMAN.
2) she calls me the Woolly-lili mammoth
3) she calls yun yun a dinosaur bcuz she looks like one.
well, yeahh..anyway..our family is SUPER complex..it's got all the pokemon thingy thing thing involved in it.
so better not confuse u all with it.
haha
anw im damn pissed that ronaldo bagged the 2 PFA awards.
HE SO DOESNT DESERVE IT.
*prays that AC MILAN dash Man Utd's hopes of clinching the champions league trophy at the supposedly-called "theatre of dreams" tonite (tmr morning)
:)
if i can, i'll get up to catch the 2nd half.
so that i can feast my eyes on KAKA demolishing the oh-so-pathetic christiano.
cuz KAKA is still the world's BEST footballer currently.
:P
<3s kaka and fabregas!!!
Y6:28 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
Today can be summed up in ONE word -- Gloomy
my happy-go-lucky nature wasnt at its best today.
my spirits wont perked up.
i was trying probably TOO hard to cheer myself up.
i dont know whether these are the after-effects of MONDAY BLUES.
but, wadever. (gives a dismissive shrug)
i guess my mood was spoilt ever since Chelsea drew 1-1 with Newcastle.
I was tossing and turning in bed, thinking how nice it would have been if the gap had been narrowed down to 1.
but i guess things didnt work out the way i wanted it to be.
resigned to that horrible "hopes being dashed" kinda feeling.
stoning in the morning didnt help.
math tutorial was mind-boggling. I HATE FUNCTIONS.
and i was really pissed off when i heard *** celebrating the fact that chelsea drew.
it was akin to rubbing salt to an already sore wound.
lecture was a disaster. "benzene" is a seriously monotonous person.
break was a rejuvenation period.
listened to recounts of sherminn's ill treatment of her bro.
let me recount what happened during geog lecture which got adele laughing and me seething.
**scene: mr elwin teaching about the internal migration in the UK. a map of england was shown on the board.
mr elwin, points to newcastle: "most of the people here, move to the south for more job opportunities. By the way, congratulations to Newcastle United for holding Chelsea to a draw yesterday."
Me, drops pen on the floor, in a state of shock, hand slamming the lecture table in disbelief that Mr elwin actually said that, starts cursing under my breath, jian hui and adele look at me as if i have gone bonkers.
Me, finally regained my composure, and started explaining to adele what had happened, she couldnt stop laughing.
Mr Elwin, circles Manchester, Liverpool and Leeds: " these are the areas that are experiencing decrease in population sizes because ppl again are moving towards london. Anyway, these areas produce football clubs (referring to Man Utd, Liverpool) that have great skills, Unlike Chelsea and Arsenal which play crappy football."
Me,stares with mouth agape at mr elwin, starts cursing and swearing again, and was totally pissed off.
adele was laughing once again.
I MEAN, HOW CAN THE PERSON WHO I RESPECT THE MOST BLATANTLY INSULT MY 2 FAVOURITE CLUBS?
the whole day was spoilt, i guess, after that incident.i was hurt, angry, and totally depressed.
my depression and hurt didnt all originate from the football perspective though
i was experiencing an emotional upheaval today.
i dont know what's happening to me.
im just like regreting all my actions.
sticking in the science stream, sticking in tj....
i find that im changing to a totally new person, a person that masks her feelings.
sometimes i pretend that everything is fine, when everything isnt.
sometimes i joke and play around with u, but i dont really want to.
sometimes i pretend that i like something, but deep down inside, i dont but i have to accept it because im stuck to it.
sometimes i wish that things would work out, but its just a naive thinking on my part.
sometimes i wish i hadnt met u, because of ur appearance, im going through hell.
sometimes i wish that things would go back the way it was before, but im totally thinking of the impossible.
sometimes i question my actions, my thoughts, my words and begin to doubt myself.
from tomorrow onwards, i guess i'll revert back to my old self.
i shall ignore U.
i shall pretend tt U are non-existent.
i think i shall follow marie and go all out for GIRL POWER!
cuz u guys suck! ure only gr8 at hurting other ppl's feelings.
dont pretend that no one heard u when u were commenting bout something..i HEARD it.
rmb if u hurt my fren = u hurt me too
guys=unemotional/heartless freaks.
self-centred/egoistical/....*inserts all bad stuff here* IDIOTS!
** im scolding 3 guys in particular. 1 guy resides in VJ, the other 2 resides in TJ.
GIRLS RULE.
Y4:59 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
WAHH. i WANNA crash VJC again. SO MANY EYE CANDIES to make ur eyes POP OUT!
if i go to ACJC, i think it would be an even worse situation.
TOO MANY EYE CANDIES UNTIL I WOULDNT BEAR TO LEAVE AC.
HAHA! XD
min min's crush just reiterated the point that i've been trying to drill into ppl's heads : ACS (I) guys are HOT.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. my current eye candy has been keeping me busy enough, i guess im just inviting MORE trouble.
*evil grinzzzzz.
WE LURVE FRIDAYS! CUZ IT MEANS THAT THE WEEKEND IS NEAR.
not to mention that 21/07ers' fridays' timetable RAWK!
2 consecutive geog periods. *whoot whoot*
miss j was at her best today. she was saying that from the geological point of view, one must never say that their relationship with their steady is as solid as a rock, as we geographers, should know that rocks undergo weathering and erosion and would eventually disintegrate into grains and whatnots. HAHA. she's DAMN FUNNY.
AND I PASSED MY GEOG TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!
i finally passed a test. CAN U BELIEVE IT??!! it's a fucking miracle.
i left out a whole 5 mark question on scatter graph, yet i still passed.
guess today is my lucky day.
:)
went to eat lunch with chunnie chun chun (dont be jealous that me and shiyun called super dove SO LOUDLY in the LT. we wanted to embarrass him) and yun yun.
zsa zsa and zhi yuan then came to join us.
and then jonathan arrived too.
yun yun and jonathan were fighting over the leftovers of the tau pok (my kuay chup side-dish)
then there was as usual, jokes, fun, and laughter.
which nearly gave me indigestion.
yun yun wants to do a family tree.
cuz jonathan is our dad, xiaochun our mum, chun hai my grandfather, yee wen my grandmother....................
damn crap can...
haha...
but at least jonathan was receptive to our teasing and jokes.
*he still doesnt know who menganite is...WAHAHAHAHA
some guys are so not responsive.
and just give the dao/blur look.
HAHA.
AND MY COUSIN JUST GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so cutee luhh..
20th of APRIL is a GREAT DAY!
for me at least.....
:p
Y2:13 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
CONGRATS SENIORS FOR CLINCHING GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!
DONT MESS WITH TJC'S GUITAR ENSEMBLE! :)
OMG!!! IM SO PROUD OF THEM!!!
:)
And Happy that there will not be practice tmr...*in the celebration mood*
XD
*CAN U BELIEVE IT..IT'S LIKE MY 1ST TIME IN #@$^$^ YEARS THAT IM COMING HOME EARLY AT 1.20pm on A FRIDAY...
but i think i will be nicee and accompany Yun Yun (shiyun)& XiaoChun for lunch.
=)
anyway, today was quite a hectic day for us, 21/07ers..*WE HATE THURSDAYS!
No Breaks, Chemistry Mock Spa, Chemistry Test..and lessons officially end at 4.40pm for those who take MTL.
Im going High Over Pokemon All Over Again...Thanks to Yun Yun.
It all started with her saying that Adele looked like Bulbasaur.
So to show Adele what a Bulbasaur looked like, i brought the Pokemon Guide Book to school
-_-"
i didnt expect Jonathan and Jason to be SO interested in Pokemon.
it was indeed TO MY UTTER DISBELIEF.
i guess we all had a nice, decent childhood playing pokemon on our nitendos.
Jonathan kindly accepted the fact that he bore an uncanny resemblence to Chameleon (the evolved form of Charmander).
Until Yun Yun asked him this, "Heyy Chameleon, Where's Ur Fire, Blow Out Leh!"
Trinity was like Laughing At Us (esp ME!).
IDIOT SUPER DOVE...
haha.
anyway here is a brief summary of who looks like which pokemon:
Adele--Bulbasaur
Hong Yu--Squirtle
Qiu Hui--Jynx
Chun Hai--Charlizard
Guan Wei--Snorlax (HAHA! OMG!! He WAS LIKE SNORLAX BODY SLAM POWER MAN!)
Julie--that mole pokemon..cant rmb the name...
Jonathan--Charmeleon
Trinity--UNKNOWN..TOO MANY LOOK LIKE HIM LIAO...
And i dunno why Jonathan and Jason are like so sadd that chelsea thrashed west ham 4-1. And i had to be the bearer of the "sad news".
I WAS DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY. THE TITLE CHASE IS STILL ON FOR CHELSEA.
so too bad to those who wanted chelsea to lose. :)
watched American History X for GP.
awesome movie. Discrimination with a CAPITAL D.
the language was ......like this....
e.g A NORMAL person would say "Hey, look at that big poster!"
BUT AN AMERICAN would say "Hey, look at that FUCKING BIG POSTER MAN!"
everything just has that "fucking" word inserted in front of it.
it was kinda annoying.
had a HUGE FUCKING HEADACHE after watching that show.
but it went away during chem spa.
after bio tutorial,
i went down with Min Min (shermin) and Yun Yun (shiyun) to VJC to watch soccer or rather to put it bluntly, to oggle at HOTTIES.
both of them keep on calling me Lili la..wa lau eh...damn embarrassing...
Both of them ALSO had their respective EYE CANDIES at VJC.
Yun's one was the SA defender called Ze****
Min's one was the VJ footballer called Y******
Yun's one wasnt that FANTASTIC.
Min's one, i admit, is CUTE. *classic EPL soccer player look-a-like 0_0
TJC VS SAJC 0-3
VJC VS AJC ?-? VJ sure WIN la.
haha
even pat says that the match between AJ and VJ is like Chelsea Vs Watford.
haha
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
at least i got to see some hotties today...
a relief for sore eyes! :)
Y5:52 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
im seriously annoyed by my sister.
she told me that there would be tuition this morning at 10am.
SO I GOT UP SO GODDAMN EARLY and guess what..she's still sleeping RIGHT NOW (11.30am)
im still seething with anger.
roar.
AND...i dont know why in the world is she coming home SO EARLY on tuesday...
I WANTED TO CRASH CJC!
damnit.
okk.it's not good to swear in the morning...so i shall just simmer down.
:)
after spending 4 weeks in tj...i thought Friday the 13th was the HIGHLIGHT of these looooong 4 weeks.
contrary to popular belief, Friday the 13th wasnt a day filled with unlucky events for me.
instead i had a gr8 time, basically because lessons that day werent taxing, there were no tests, and that we went on a mini outing and ended up shopping.
Lessons were nice on friday bcuz i have 2 consecutive geog periods.
One was a physical geog lecture by our dear Ms J who never fails to crack us up (okk, i think only me,zsa and adele laughs all the time) with her utterly lame jokes and wisecracks.
And apparently, i always have a fun time just jotting down notes during geog lecture.
Two was a human geog tutorial by Mr Elwin who just gave us an assignment to do "DOTTING" (geog students should know what it is), but it gave me a big headache bcuz of the scale and stuff.
Bio Lecture was ermmmmmmmmmm. Boring??!! bcuz wadeva he says was like copied wholesale from the lecture notes?
Math tutorial was as usual unproductive. Went up to the board to present an inequalities question.
Me and adele were trying to contain our laughter, because Jonathan and Jian Hui went to present their answers on the board and they were standing side by side. So i asked adele this question, "How would u feel if u were a guy and that other guys were towering over you?" And adele made a cursory glance to the front and replied "I would feel very Zi Bei." And i started laughing. And she started laughing.
btw, jonathan is 183cm tall and jian hui is 167cm (or something like that)
had lunch opposite. gossiping as usual. that's what girls usually do in their free time right?
went back to school and met jessica. chatted to her for a while.
**VOTE FOR JESSICA FOR THE 31st SC!
:)
met up with shiyun and adele, and had a laughing session.
wanted to buy candy from the E-booth but that stupid guy refused to open his stall.
so shiyun gave him a piece of her mind, and he explained that the seniors locked up the cash register.
went back and chatted with Zsa, Ying En and Julie.
then a wedding solemnisation cerermony took place. At the stage under LT1.
can u believe it???!!!
oggled for a while, bought gummies (the stall finally opened)
went to the meeting place.
did crazy things there. Shiyun and I are planning to start terrorising KongMeng to make him more "man" for national service.
finally sat down and blasted music.
the bus was SO frikking LATE.
it came at like 3.45pm when it was supposed to arrive at 3pm?
played and ate gummies in the bus.
the bus drove past the singapore flyer, and Xiao Chun said that it would be so romantic to be sitting up there with her *erhem*. So i and Shiyun started envisioning stupid scenes of *erhem* declaring his undying love with a melting candle and burst out laughing uncontrollably.
XD
**oops! we said her *erhem*'s name too loudly. Prays fervently that Jonathan didnt hear anything.....bcuz jonathan knows that guy (according to Xiao Chun).
Finally arrived at the Civil Defence central station.
The other class was so annoying.
Couldnt stand it.
Left at 5pm.
Me, Adele, Xiao Chun, Shi Yun, Zsa, Julie and Ying En made our way down to Raffles City.
Took a NICE LONG WALK. :)
went to mark and spencer..zsa was looking for white boxers.
shiyun played dress-up.
then went window-shopping before heading down to the basement.
ate chippy's FRIED MARS BARS with Julie and Ying En while Zsa and Shiyun and XiaoChun all bought drinks and toast from Ya Kun.
absolutely delicious and SINFUL!
:)
the doughnut queue was exceptionally LONG.
highlighting the kiasuism of singaporeans.
shopped somemore...
then it was 6.30pm and we decided to go home.
Julie walked with me all the way to the central lending library.
i sat there waiting for my family while reading.
went to Chef Chan's restaurant. had a gr8 time catching up with my bro and sis.
went home at 10pm.
btw..Arsenal beat Bolton 2-1! <3s Fabregas! Whoot Whoot! He's the BEST!
Y8:15 PM
Friday, April 13, 2007
An Excerpt From The Teenage Textbook. (a necessity for teenagers)
Applicable to Girls Only. (OKK I CUT OFF THE GUYS PART)
You like someone. You want to make it known. What should you do?
If You're a Girl, you have 3 choices.
(a) YOU CAN TELL HIM
Pro: This is very direct, and you won't have to waste time agonising over whether he loves you or not.
Con: Regardless of how it turns out, you will be forever branded by your friends as a "desperate" case. If you can live with this, fine. (NO WAY! I'LL NEVER SAY THAT OF MY FRIEND!!! HOW CAN ONE BE SO DIRECT LUHH?! THE GUY WILL LAUGH AND I'LL PUNCH HIM ON BEHALF OF MY FRIEND!!) :)
(b) YOU CAN SHAVE YOUR HEAD AND BECOME A NUN
Pro: No more problems with men.
Con: No more problems with men.
(OMG!!! I AGREE THAT MEN = PROBLEMS.)
(c) YOU CAN MAKE HIM REVEAL HIS TRUE FEELINGS (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED)
Pro:You can play it cool, and force the guy to make all the moves.
Con: If your guy is dense, and doesn't know how to play the game (or hasn't read the Textbook) then you can play it cool until you become a senior citizen and you won't see him making any moves.
**erm.guys are not that initiative though.
THINGS TO DO:
Find out if he likes you. You will know if a man is attracted to you when:
(i) he alternates between ignoring you and paying a lot of attention to you. One day he will pretend you don't exist and the next day he will be chatting and making silly jokes to you.
(ii) he becomes very self-conscious when you're around
(iii) he tries to find out more about you from your friends.
YOU CAN INDICATE YOUR INTEREST IN 2 WAYS:
(i) LINGERING STARE
When in a group, stare at him and let him "catch" you doing it. Then, after he as noticed you staring at him, meet his eyes for 1.57 seconds and then look at the ground quickly, as if you have suddenly realised that you have been staring at him. Do this a few times at regular intervals (practise before the mirror)
(ii) SPACE INVADER
When you talk to each otherm slowly move in closer with your hands behind your back. If he backs away, it's a bad sign. If he stands firm, you've got him.
(HUHH??!!! WTF??!!)
SO GIRLS OUT THERE WHO READ MY BLOG, THIS IS JUST FOR YOU!
XD
THIS TEENAGE TEXTBOOK IS SERIOUSLY CRAP.
HAHA.
just boredd luhh.
im annoyed that there are no eyecandies in tj.
sad case.
*shakes head*
Y7:51 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
NOW I KNOW WHY SHIYUN IS SO OBSESSED WITH THE STRENGTHQUEST THINGY!
IT'S SO GOD DAMN ACCURATE!
no wonder it costs $16.80...
anyway, just a brief summary of my 5 strengths.
InputPeople strong in the Input theme have a craving to know more. Often they like to collect and archive all kinds of information.
AdaptabilityPeople strong in the Adaptability theme prefer to "go with the flow." They tend to be "now" people who take things as they come and discover the future one day at a time.
Consistency (formerly Fairness)People strong in the Consistency theme are keenly aware of the need to treat people the same. They try to treat everyone in the world with consistency by setting up clear rules and adhering to them.
HarmonyPeople strong in the Harmony theme look for consensus. They don't enjoy conflict; rather, they seek areas of agreement.
RelatorPeople who are strong in the Relator theme enjoy close relationships with others. They find deep satisfaction in working hard with friends to achieve a goal.
WAHAHAHAHA. THAT"S MY 5 STRENGTHS PPL!
okk. ive got A LOT of things to blog about today.
Basically, today is BRAIN-DRAIN DAY.
CHEM TEST AND BIO TEST WAS ^*&#%@%
BreakTime was filled with laughter, thanks to shiyun and sherminn.
HAHA!
i was damn pissed off when i heard that Man Utd won Roma 7-1. i guess i over-reacted.
but was glad that Chelsea won Valencia.
Essien and Shevchenko are such heroic figures.
anyway, adele couldnt stop laughing when she realised that i dropped a nugget on the floor..*okk i admit im a little slow...
then shiyun made me laugh when she thought that the flying bird was actually a ball
bio test was next.
so stuupid la...of all things rite...jonathan had to sit beside me..then bcuz i was too engrossed in getting ready for the test..i was like finding it so weird that he suddenly moved away..then sherminn and the rest behind were like asking me not to move and sit next to him..so i was still like "HUH?!"...and i couldnt be bothered bcuz im like totally pissed off..and i just dumped my bag on the seat next to me...and jonathan put his bag next to him cuz there are like 2 seats seperating us..and then jason came along..and lifted jonathan's bag without asking his permission and just plopped down on the seat next to jonathan.
and it was THEN then i realised that jonathan was trying to evade jason.
and that everyone wanted jason to sit next to jonathan so that was why they didnt ask adele to move in..but instead asked her to leave 2 empty seats..
ROAR..next time u all want to pull some trick on jonathan, just inform me first la...make me feel so weird all of a sudden...
and serve jonathan right for failing to evade jason...."who ask him never ask me to shift with him.." HAHA!
XD
well, i just find J & J totally weird. in my class rite, i havent even talked to jason once and never or rarely communicate with Jonathan..(jonathan is a hardcore man utd fan.. -_-")
that's why i say..guys are weirdos.
*shakes head*
and i memorised trinity's rap during PW! for fun only luhh...since the lesson was so sleep-inducing...and she asked our group (sherminn,zsa,shiyun and me) to keep quiet bcuz we cldnt stop laughing when sherminn was telling us a story regarding J & J.
civics was like *eww..i dun wanna talk about it..
lunch was with Wing, Jenna and Char..
haha i miss eating with them cuz the laughter never ends..and bcuz charisse always eats the slowest..so it means i wont be last!
:)
contact time was A WASTE OF TIME. seriously.
the nominees of student's council have to self-intro themselves..
and all i hear is "...to be your voices..."
seriously, i dun need U to be my voice.
i find council business LAME.
they tried to act in a military fashion and made it all solemn and serious.
ohh! SCREW THE RIGIDITY OF THE SCHOOL SYSTEM!
and the emcee was so Frikking useless.
and the present councillors tried to act all serious and stuff, laptops placed in front of them, equipped with writing pad and pen......
like ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
and a defamatory question was fired to ashwin..
the emcee should have filtered off the question luhh. IDIOT!
the question was indeed a personal attack..
and DAMN the person who asked the innocent Mr Wilson to ask the question on her behalf.
also, the gap between the TA students and the JC1s can never be briged.. *dream on pple!*
organising camps and stuff are just a waste of money and a waste of time.
WHY DO WE NEED COUNCILLORS IN THE 1ST PLACE.
hmpff.
anyway...had guitar ensemble practice.
my legs and fingers were numb. *OUCH
BTW to ppl who do not know..
TJC GUITAR ENSEMBLE WOULD BE HOLDING A CONCERT (AURORA XI) AT TJ'S AUDITORIUM ON THE 25TH OF MAY!
PLS COME AND SUPPORT US!
:)
Y6:55 AM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
THANK YOU MANCHESTER UNITED!
Especially Rio Ferdinard And Van Der Saar!
The Own Goal Was Absolutely Terrific!
Thank You for Renewing Chelsea's Hopes of attaining the Premiership Title again!
** Treble, My FOOT AH!
okk. that own goal was HILARIOUS.
OMG. i cldnt stop laughing when i saw it on youtube.
on a sidenote, the spanish commentator was SUPER irritating.
everytime somebody scores a goal, he would yell into the microphone and go "GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLL!"
INFURIATING!
well anyway...
so too bad to those who hates Chelsea.
:)
btw check out the lastest PEPSI ad. feat. Ronaldhino/Lionel Messi/Lampard/Thierry Henry/Beckham and my BELOVED FABREGAS!!! <3
totally cool...
XDhttp://www.dailymotion.com/leolebug/video/x1m07d_pepsi-foot-shuffle
after u seen it, u wont say im nuts for liking fabregas!
He 100% CUTENESS!By the Way,
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!
Y11:18 PM
when im feeling depressed, i would have a fetish for rock/ heavy metal songs.
See..im like tuning in to FallOut Boy's This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race like every day. PLUS linkin' park & aerosmith.
yikkes.i think im going bonkers.
seriously i dont know what's happening to me.
im either too depressed till ive gone numb inside out.
or im not giving it a damn anymore.
im opting for the 2nd option.
well, anyway i just recalled an amusing coversation i had with wing like a few days ago..
i used the expression "wtf" and wing was like "WAHH! Soonli! i didnt know u so vulgar one leh!"
ermm.let's just say ive changed cuz it's now a co-ed environment.
it's co-ed, for goodness sake! i can't just go around muttering "wtf/wth/A**hole plus all the other hokkien "niceties" rite?
guys will think that im an AH LIAN or something.
im so adamant on maintaining my dignified and cool image.
HAHA!
im trying to be anti-social.
so that i can discard the horrible "peacock" birdy personality.
my aims for this week:
1) Do well for the tests.
2) Continue being anti-social since ppl assume tt im anti-social
3) Live in my own world. especially in class.
4) Be UN-enthusiastic. or else i'll give ppl a shock.
5) Quit Slacking. & Stoning.
6) Laugh more. Smile more. *to myself n to my close friends only.
7) Tolerate the irritants in my life. school life that is.
8) Be cool and mean. YAYY! i lurve being a meanie.
9) Find someone to irritate to lessen my depression.
10) Learn to love TJ again. Quit Harboring Thoughts of Flying to ACJC. That's Totally Impossible.
Y12:22 AM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
YO PEOPLE WHAT'S UP!
im officially slacking in the hub cuz miss j (my dear geog teacher) went on a field trip to malaysia with the J2s.
so FREE PERIOD. (to the immense disappointment of my dear shiyun who refuses to pon CSE tutorial because she figured out that she would break her nicee teacher's heart if she did)
**ok, so it's not free period, and jianhui just miss-called me twice..to tell me tt there is geog homework to be done in class now but since miss j isnt there, who cares??
n it's f'ing cold in the hub. *freezing
adele is grinning away while printing geog notes in front of me bcuz she is depleting the school's printer ink... ( so evil luhh)
so let's sum it up here.. i have a geog lect test n bio lect test and chem class test next week.
and jenna still wants to drag me to church this sunday for a healing session cum easter celebration.
still considering.......
course as many of u know (okay luhh..not many but a few) my medical checkup didnt give the all-clear..and seriously im QUITE troubled by it.
after this is 2 periods of GP...then LUNCH with jenna, char and wing.
im HUNGRY.
im contemplating the idea of crashing CJ...AGAIN.
because i wanna chat with marie...........
but due to the busy schedule and the fact that i would have to evade the oh-so-domineering Father Paul (u get the drift).....
i think im gonna postpone my "crashing" till some other time.
and i wanna crash ACJC with marie..to see Esther, Szeching, Isabelle, Mijiao Law, etc...oh yes! and BRIAN!!!
sheesh..i got gazzilions of activities...
ARGH so infruriating that i can't carry out my "crashing".
:'(
and 600 J1s are mugging hard now because of the econs lecture test later on..
*hear my EVIL LAUGHTER
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe
oh NO..im going BERSERK
XD
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