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Friday, March 16, 2007

im feeling so EMO now.

*crying tears of sorrow

i got posted to 21/07 which has a SUCKY time table. (no more early days!!!)

i miss 17/07's timetable. it's a BEAUTIFUL timetable.

mine is filled with scribbles and crosses.

and there's SO MANY FREE PERIODS IN BETWEEN!

what a bloody waste of time.

DAMN IT!

but im happy i got my combi and that WALKER IS FINALLY OUT OF MY LIFE!

:)

and i forgot to mention that i have PE at like 3.00pm? *prays fervently for RAIN

where have the happy/free and easy days gone to..i wonder..

shit. im being emo again.

this aint good.not good at all.for my health and my general welfare at least.

i think it's understandable.

everyone has to be realistic (including me)bout the fact that the 1st 3 months ARE OFFICIALLY OVER

and that there will be a HUGE CHANGE in environment (at least for me)

and that things will never be the same again...

but i can't accept it.i can't be realistic.

im like reassuring myself that things will go fine and that it will work out in the end. but is it really gonna happen?

will i enjoy myself in my new class? without wing,jenna and char?

will the teachers be as kind as mr eugene and ms lena lim?

these questions are like stuck in my head.

but the only reassuring point is that i finally discarded econs.

i have absolutely no confidence whatsoever that i can secure an A or even a pass in econs if i continue taking it.

im SO not looking forward to monday.

im SO not prepared to face reality.

call me an escapist or whatever..

oh yes..i can't wait for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.

forgive me for being utterly random..

im still hoping for the resurrection of Sirius Black (my ultimate favourite character) and Snape's death.

feel like kicking snape's ass now.

and im still trying to figure out who R.A.B is.

rumours are rife that R.A.B is Regulus Black (sirius's bro.)

okk..ive run out of things to say..

:(

still in an emo state now..

:'(

Y11:43 PM