Wednesday, March 28, 2007
DISCLAIMER: Pls be Prepared for my Longest Post Ever.
Seriously, i hate this word -- " SEGREGATION ".
For example, im eternally grateful for the collapse of the berlin wall in 1989 which thus unified both east and west germany.
Get the point??!! I H-A-T-E segregation.
But sadly or rather unfortunately, im experiencing it now.
to tell u the truth, the feeling suckxxx.
im like so caught in the middle.
"it" was SO apparent during civics today.
i cant help thinking of how to survive the 2 years together.
if the old
twentyoneohseveners cant break out of their cliquish comfort zones and try to include the newbies, just forget the whole idea of having 2 whole yrs of Joy, Fun and Laughter together. Just Kiss That Wonderful Scenerio Goodbye.
this is the reason why i miss 4/1. Although we have cliques, but we are made to feel welcome everywhere and can just fit in SO easily. That's why we were such a united class.
seems tt this is not going to happen in the near future.
anw, shall move on to other things...like as if this segregation thingy is gg to absolve once i mention it...
Group PE is infuriating. I pulled a BLACK face when tt irritating/annoying/proud asshole asked me to do triple jumps repeatedly cuz i fouled like 2 times..
u noe i hate it when sporty ppl make un-sporty ppl feel that being unsporty is something to be ashamed of.
like a certain so-and-so who commented that i was running too slow..
shut the hell up.
u dun have a heart condition which makes u look pale and tired easily.
u dun have thalessimia which again makes u pale and lethargic.
SO WHAT if u can run as fast as lightning..or can do triple jumps..like THESE are going to take u FAR in life...
spare me that crap.
it's not a sin to hate sports. (except soccer)
it's not a sin to not be sporty.
arghh. i hate it when sporty ppl are treated as the "coolest ppl" around.
as if. HA.
bulging calf muscles. like ewwwww.
** look, if ure reading this, n is pissed by wad im saying cuz ure probably sporty or wadeva..just put yourselves into my shoes.. and try to imagine wad im feeling..
so dun blame me for ranting.
DUN MAKE ME HATE PE.
DUN MAKE ME HATE U.
anw.i havent ranted like this for a LONG time.
like wing wld say.." damn sian la"..
miss my old 17/07 like crazy..
nobody slacking with me..
nobody goofing around with me..
nobody to share the title of being the noisiest person in class..
nobody laughing with me during bio (cuz we catch no ball) HAHA!
nobody to play freeze and melt with me during PE..
nobody to go CG lunch with...
nobody to "rap" at or shout at or be sacarstic to..
nobody to tell lame jokes to..
nobody to tease (except xiao chun)
BASICALLY...I FEEL LIKE IVE LOST A PART OF MY SOUL..(I DUN HAVE A HORCRUX)
IVE LOST THE BASIC AND MOST FUNDAMENTAL INGREDIENT THAT WOULD MAKE MY LIFE WHOLE AGAIN
that is THE OLD 17/07
specifically Wing, Charisse, Peishan & Jenna & Nana
oh yeahh. i miss eating opposite sch with u guys too..haha..the crappy things we did.
but at least im willing to break out of my comfort zone..
sighh..
why did my life took a turn for the worse...
it was all so smooth-sailing at first..
why did the happy days have to go...
can't happiness last??!
pls dun let my sorrow prevail...
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