Saturday, March 31, 2007
I havent fully recovered from the fact that Liverpool thrashed Arsenal 4-1 last nite @ Anfield.
I shouldnt have watched The Exorcism Of Emily Rose last night. Still feeling the Horror After Effects. *having recurring nightmares of "1,2,3,4,5,6".
Well, just to sum it up, im feeling a lil out-of-sorts now.
Anyway, just a recap of the eventful saturday i had.
XD
it's a well-known fact that i have 2 very "elderly" brother and sister who are 14 yrs and 10 yrs older than me respectively.
some say it's a blessing. which i hope so.
well, brother stayed over ydae because his wife had night-duty.
while my sister, on the other hand, decided to cook seafood pasta for her husband.
so u can imagine how me and my bro were sniggering over the fact that our dear brother-in-law might suffer from diarrhoea or severe food poisoning.
our sister was determined to prove that she could cook.
so she sent a MMS depicting a picture of her wonderful pasta to me.
well, her pasta turned out to resemble hokkien mee.
Me and my bro couldnt stop laughing.
i eventually stopped laughing when liverpool scored a goal in just 5 minutes of play.
in my fury, i switched off the TV and did my bio tutorial.
at 9pm, me and my bro decided to scare ourselves silly and watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose.
our mother, instead of being sympathetic, was laughing when she saw me and my bro using cushions from the sofa to shield our eyes from the horrific scenes.
it is understandable if a girl of a mere age 17 would scream and shriek when watching a horror movie, but imagine a man of age 31 doing the exact same thing?
that's what my bro did anyway.
to defend my bro, that show was horrifyingly terrible.
to make it worse, after the Exorcism of Emily Rose, we went on to watch the Relic which is another horror movie.
well, we gave up watching half-way and ran upstairs.
my bro was too frightened to sleep upstairs alone in the attic, so he camped in with me and my parents in the master bedroom.
was watching tv again upstairs. Thank God for cheesy Korean Dramas to make me forget the horrifying and grosteque scenes of the horror movies i had just watched.
then i went to bed after wishing Chelsea the best of luck in beating Watford.
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Y10:26 PM
Friday, March 30, 2007
i think ive gave all of u a scare..
haha
im seriously ok..
just that i need to vent my frustration once in a while..
and since my poor blog is my only outlet..
i have to BLOG about my troubles..
so dont worry too much kk??!!
especially mr eugene..haha.. X)
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**to mr eugene:
i heard from Wing that u open up classrm 222 for extra chem lessons at 3.30pm on tuesdays and wednesdays..can i tag along???!
:)
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oh wells..
i had fun stoning today.
seriously, if someone just chuck me at a corner, i can stone for a day.
stoning doesnt require any thinking, any dreaming, just plain ol' rotting
and it doesn't require brain cells..
GP was alrite thanks to mr wilson.
i completed the current affairs wordsearch the fastest which i think was the only time of the day when i put my brains to use XD
then it was geog lecture. all the fuss over forgetting to bring the compass..
geog tutorial was next...elwin was entertaining as usual..he asked me for the benefits of having a youthful population which i merely gave the answer lifted off from my paper...what i really wanted to answer was the detrimental effects of having a youthful population..i would have answered this "Having too many kiddywinks would give u, mr elwin, and all other elderlys, a serious headache."
for all of u out there who do not know this very impt fact : Mr Elwin HATES children whom he "affectionately" calls kiddywinks.
bio lecture was a laughing session for me and adele. was laughing over trival matters such as the 4 bonds..and other crazy stuff..and we clearly ignited the fury of those sitting in front of us (except Xiao Chun)..our classmates as usual who are surprisingly trying to pay attention during bio lecture (like WOW!! dont they lurve ponning lectures and tutorials??!! i thot that was being COOL in their context)
anyway math tutorial was the "highlight of the day" (mind the sacarsm)
was STONING (my fav hobby) and waiting oh-so-ever-patiently for the bell to ring
had lunch..ate a LOT. curry noodles, carrot cake and rojak.
and Xiao Chun didnt realise that she was late for MEP..i had to remind her.. :)
the "fug" incident happened..shall not elaborate..but it was damn funny..
went back to school and chatted with Wing..havent done that in ages...
we spotted NANA! who came back to visit and Pinru and Ee Jia.
watched Hotel Rhwanda.
it was a gr8 movie..it made me Think A Lot..about the unfairness of life and racism.
All i can say is....well...read my essay if u want cuz im suree we're gonna write an essay about discrimination soon..
haha XD
anyway on a sidenote..
i understand what u are going through.
the pain, the suffering, and the hurt...when u realise that ur love isnt reciprocated and that he has feelings for another.
sometimes it's better to let it go and be contented that he treats u as his friend whom he pours out his troubles to.
otherwise, just forget it. in my opinion, he's not worth it.
u know who you are...(if u're reading this)
Y4:48 AM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
DISCLAIMER: Pls be Prepared for my Longest Post Ever.
Seriously, i hate this word -- " SEGREGATION ".
For example, im eternally grateful for the collapse of the berlin wall in 1989 which thus unified both east and west germany.
Get the point??!! I H-A-T-E segregation.
But sadly or rather unfortunately, im experiencing it now.
to tell u the truth, the feeling suckxxx.
im like so caught in the middle.
"it" was SO apparent during civics today.
i cant help thinking of how to survive the 2 years together.
if the old
twentyoneohseveners cant break out of their cliquish comfort zones and try to include the newbies, just forget the whole idea of having 2 whole yrs of Joy, Fun and Laughter together. Just Kiss That Wonderful Scenerio Goodbye.
this is the reason why i miss 4/1. Although we have cliques, but we are made to feel welcome everywhere and can just fit in SO easily. That's why we were such a united class.
seems tt this is not going to happen in the near future.
anw, shall move on to other things...like as if this segregation thingy is gg to absolve once i mention it...
Group PE is infuriating. I pulled a BLACK face when tt irritating/annoying/proud asshole asked me to do triple jumps repeatedly cuz i fouled like 2 times..
u noe i hate it when sporty ppl make un-sporty ppl feel that being unsporty is something to be ashamed of.
like a certain so-and-so who commented that i was running too slow..
shut the hell up.
u dun have a heart condition which makes u look pale and tired easily.
u dun have thalessimia which again makes u pale and lethargic.
SO WHAT if u can run as fast as lightning..or can do triple jumps..like THESE are going to take u FAR in life...
spare me that crap.
it's not a sin to hate sports. (except soccer)
it's not a sin to not be sporty.
arghh. i hate it when sporty ppl are treated as the "coolest ppl" around.
as if. HA.
bulging calf muscles. like ewwwww.
** look, if ure reading this, n is pissed by wad im saying cuz ure probably sporty or wadeva..just put yourselves into my shoes.. and try to imagine wad im feeling..
so dun blame me for ranting.
DUN MAKE ME HATE PE.
DUN MAKE ME HATE U.
anw.i havent ranted like this for a LONG time.
like wing wld say.." damn sian la"..
miss my old 17/07 like crazy..
nobody slacking with me..
nobody goofing around with me..
nobody to share the title of being the noisiest person in class..
nobody laughing with me during bio (cuz we catch no ball) HAHA!
nobody to play freeze and melt with me during PE..
nobody to go CG lunch with...
nobody to "rap" at or shout at or be sacarstic to..
nobody to tell lame jokes to..
nobody to tease (except xiao chun)
BASICALLY...I FEEL LIKE IVE LOST A PART OF MY SOUL..(I DUN HAVE A HORCRUX)
IVE LOST THE BASIC AND MOST FUNDAMENTAL INGREDIENT THAT WOULD MAKE MY LIFE WHOLE AGAIN
that is THE OLD 17/07
specifically Wing, Charisse, Peishan & Jenna & Nana
oh yeahh. i miss eating opposite sch with u guys too..haha..the crappy things we did.
but at least im willing to break out of my comfort zone..
sighh..
why did my life took a turn for the worse...
it was all so smooth-sailing at first..
why did the happy days have to go...
can't happiness last??!
pls dun let my sorrow prevail...
Y5:12 AM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
HAHA! I burst out laughing when i saw this on Brian's blog.
We actually took a series of photos, but it's with Peishan who currently resides in HCI which Jian Hui claims that it's the sch with the highest "silent scream" rate since they are always highest for everything. (burst out laughing again)
was so happy ydae.pinru and eejia came to visit us. :)
Temasek Idol was ydae! Hope Kinta (Inka,Lenora,Karina,Felicia and Agatha) Won!
well, im beginning to lurrve geog lessons so it means that i have, for once, made a RIGHT descision.
**was watching "ultimate disasters" (national geographic documentary) during lecture yday and i thoroughly enjoyed it.i guess everyone did.
im paying attention during lectures and doing my tutorials. (a sadd goodbye to those carefree slacking days)
im adjusting well in my new class cuz they are a real friendly bunch. :)
ohh.n i absolutely lurrve my teachers.xcept the "butterfly" who's taking us for Bio SPA.ewwwwwwwwwww.
so i hereby proclaim that soon-li's (stop laughing at my chi name!) emo state is offically over!
XD
Euro 2008 Qualifiers this weekend!
Germany vs Czech Republic.
Spain vs Denmark.
These are the 2 matches im looking out for.
needless to say, im supporting Germany and Spain.
like, who cares bout england vs israel.
all the fuss over england.
hope israel wins...and cause mcclaren to be disgraced.
i'll like that.
gawd.im so evil.
:)
Y12:40 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
IM REALLY SICK AND TIRED OF PPL SAYING THAT I LOOK DAMN DAO.
I JUST HAVE AN EXPRESSIONLESS FACE.
OR RATHER, I DONT REVEAL MY EMOTIONS.
WOULD U LIKE ME TO SMILE LIKE A LUNATIC EVERY MINUTE, EVERY SECOND?
WHAT DO U TAKE ME FOR..A CLOWN???!!!
I HATE IT WHEN PPL SAY TT THEIR FIRST IMPRESSION OF ME IS TT IM SUPER GL OR WADEVA.
IT'S ANNOYING.
U CANT EXPECT ME TO PERFORM MY USUAL ANTICS WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW U RITE?
OK, I ADMIT TT IM KINDA AN INTROVERT AT THE BEGINNING.
BUT CAN U AT LEAST JUST SAY THAT I LOOK LIKE THOSE VERY QUIET TYPE?
Y5:18 AM
Friday, March 16, 2007
im feeling so EMO now.
*crying tears of sorrow
i got posted to 21/07 which has a SUCKY time table. (no more early days!!!)
i miss 17/07's timetable. it's a BEAUTIFUL timetable.
mine is filled with scribbles and crosses.
and there's SO MANY FREE PERIODS IN BETWEEN!
what a bloody waste of time.
DAMN IT!
but im happy i got my combi and that WALKER IS FINALLY OUT OF MY LIFE!
:)
and i forgot to mention that i have PE at like 3.00pm? *prays fervently for RAIN
where have the happy/free and easy days gone to..i wonder..
shit. im being emo again.
this aint good.not good at all.for my health and my general welfare at least.
i think it's understandable.
everyone has to be realistic (including me)bout the fact that the 1st 3 months ARE OFFICIALLY OVER
and that there will be a HUGE CHANGE in environment (at least for me)
and that things will never be the same again...
but i can't accept it.i can't be realistic.
im like reassuring myself that things will go fine and that it will work out in the end. but is it really gonna happen?
will i enjoy myself in my new class? without wing,jenna and char?
will the teachers be as kind as mr eugene and ms lena lim?
these questions are like stuck in my head.
but the only reassuring point is that i finally discarded econs.
i have absolutely no confidence whatsoever that i can secure an A or even a pass in econs if i continue taking it.
im SO not looking forward to monday.
im SO not prepared to face reality.
call me an escapist or whatever..
oh yes..i can't wait for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.
forgive me for being utterly random..
im still hoping for the resurrection of Sirius Black (my ultimate favourite character) and Snape's death.
feel like kicking snape's ass now.
and im still trying to figure out who R.A.B is.
rumours are rife that R.A.B is Regulus Black (sirius's bro.)
okk..ive run out of things to say..
:(
still in an emo state now..
:'(
Y11:43 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Favourites
Favourite Colour: Yellow & Purplee. *points to the Nike Ball*
Favourite Food: Pasta from New York New York!
Favourite Song: Any Song sang by BoA & DBSK. 七色の明日 ~brand new beat~!!!
Favourite Movie: Lord of the Rings Trilogy.
Favourite Sport: Soccer. **im a spectator.
Favourite Day of the Week: Wednesdays. *been lurving it since 7 yrs old.for no apparent reason.
Favourite Season: Spring! the blooming of cherry blossoms/sakuras!
Favourite Ice Cream: Cookies And Cream. *like duh!
Favourite Soccer Team: CHELSEA//ARSENAL//AC MILAN//BAYERN
Favourite Country: it's a draw between Spain and Germany.definately not SINGAPORE.
Currents
Current Mood: Neutral.Drained??! A lil grumpy.
Current taste: Saliva..like hello..im not eating anything...
Current Clothes: Home Clothes. the H.I.J pe shirt. XD
Current Desktop: CESC FABREGAS WALLPAPER! <33
Current Toenail Colour: Uncoloured. But the BEEG toe got blood clot. So a drop of red then.
Current Fingernail Colour: Pink with white fringes. french manicure.
Curent Time: 15:25
Current Surroundings: my sister's room.the all-so-winnie-the-pooh environment.
Current Annoyances: BOREDOM! My tearing left eye. MY SPOILT IPOD. ;( WISHING FOR A RED NANO!
Current Crush: FRANCESC FABREGAS SOLER. the arsenal playmaker. XD *he's 100% hotness*
Current Thoughts: How to Survive in TJC. the mere thought of having to orientate myself in a new class (i sincerely wish for a NEW class bcuz i wanna get my desired combi) just puts me off.
First
First Best Friend: Xiang Ling. HAHA. Char knows her.
First Crush: A left-handed guy. **left-handed ppl RULE.
First Movie: Mary Poppins!!!! Or was it Power Rangers the movie?? Or was it Lion King??!!
First Lie: Told too many lies le wor...cant rmb...
First Music: Silent night.mum sang it to me since i was a baby.**stuck in my head.
Lasts
Last Cigarette: like ewwww...no way...Smoking Kills.
Last Drink: Coke..im a coca-colaholic...
Last Car Ride: On the way back from Four Seasons Hotel in Dad's car..
Last Crush: Ballack..**ohh dear im so SORRY.crushes MUST move on..but in my case..it has always got to be some soccer players...
Last Movie: OMG...Casino Royale???!!! that was like eons ago...
Last Phone Call: 3 minutes ago.Was talking to my sis who has officially married out.YAYNESS. :)
Last CD played: BoA Made in Twenty CD. whee..All Hail kpop and jpop.
Last Soccer Match watched: Arsenal Vs PSV Einhoven. DISAPPOINTMENT.
Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: MY BEST FRIENDS ARE ALL GIRLS..IM NOT LES PLS...do not INSINUATE such a thing..btw..a relationship tip..normally if a girl dates her best friend who is a guy or vice versa..the relationship usually do not last..ever heard of such a thing called FRIENDS FOREVER??!!
Have you ever broken the law: by downloading mp3s? haha everybody does that.
Have you ever been arrested: i havent even seen Changi Prison before...
Have you ever skinny-dipped: IN SINGAPORE WATERS??!! the murkish water is SO appealing..*sense the sacarsm
Have you ever been on TV: yeahh..the Renfred Saga.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: still saving my kisses for someone worth it.
5 things you are wearing: ...*and more dots..
4 things you done today: woke up, ate lunch, read newspapers, blah blah
3 things you can hear right now: the fan, May it Be by Enya, and the television
1 thing you do when you are bored: Starts doing crappy things like this..plus stoning
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Y11:11 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
DAMNIT! HOW CAN MAN UTD WIN?????!!!
THEY SCORED THE GOAL THRU A BLOODY FREE KICK IN LIKE THE LAST 2 MINS???!!
ROAR.
It was a disappointing match for arsenal against reading.
Fabregas slipped in front of the goal post at the most crucial moment but i can't blame him. if i were him, i wouldnt have expected Batispta to pass the ball to me either. Batispta should have scored!!
And, Fabregas scored an own goal.
How nice.
Lehmann must have been cursing and swearing at him.
How bad for the ears.
I was too tired and too angry to watch the chelsea vs portsmouth match.
But i have faith that they won.
Cause Chelsea is still the BEST no matter what.
And Arsenal Too.
The Gunners and the Blues.
What a striking combi.
Let's just hope the gunners overtake liverpool to clinch 3rd position.
i'm so anti-liverpool.
And im still mad at them for conceding the goal in the last 2 minutes.
oh yeah.
I crashed CJC on friday.
I was too enthusiastic about it that i couldnt sit still throughout the whole bio lesson.
It was just so nicee seeing Marie after so looong.
I missed talking to her and of course, gossiping.
HAHA.
So scandalous la her class.
Met Martin..who is kinda a sweet and cute guy.. (how i wish my class would have such guys around other than some weirdos who swear their loyalty elsewhere)
Met mandy as well. who shares the same fetish for fried and crispy pork lard.
Surprised my sister as well.
So heres what happened after Marie left.
My sister dragged me into the staffroom.
So i sat at her desk, admiring it... SO NICE LA..HER DESK IS LIKE SO COLOURFUL AND FILLED WITH SWEETS, CHOCOLATES, and what nots.
used the computer.
and a teacher thought that i was her.
how interesting.
we don't look alike.
I SWEAR!
it's such an insult to be said that i look like her.
HAHA! XD
then went to Vivocity!
I wanted to go into the FC BARCELONA SHOP but got dragged away...
:(
anw...it's O2 this week
EVERYONE HAVE LOADS OF FUN
CHEER MADLY!
:)
Y12:32 AM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
i think i handled the situation rather badly.
i failed to take other people's feelings into consideration.
im too self-centred.
i shouldn't have lied.
it was a mistake.
im sorry.
i'll try to make it up to u.
if u will give me a chance.
im like uber sadd now.
cause i just realised i have disappointed someone.
it wasnt intentional.
all i wanted to do was to spring a surprise..and in the process told a white lie.
i hoped to seek ur cooperation to make my lie credible.
but i guess i did hurt u anyway.
sighh.
well...enough of my ramblings.
i ramble and mumble too much.
thereby living up to my horrendous nick (Sickly Gas Rapper).
oh godd. i HATE that nick.
it's like worse than soon kueh..(yes..tt stuupid nick came bck again..thanks to my FATHER)
but it's bearable.
cuz i didnt know that i could rap.
HAHA!
that's a compliment.
Wing's transparent umbrella is really amusing.REALLY.
suddenly figured out that im being so random.
and when im random, it means that ive run out of things to say.
im getting really sick of the ANPANMAN's MARCH.
i hear it every wednesdays and fridays.
like non-stop for 3 LONG HOURS.
ROAR.
sighh.
i cant wait for O2.
i shall endeavour to be friendlier and less dao.
that i shall be.
:)
Fabregas!
whoots.....
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