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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

"Love sees sharply, hatred sees even more sharp, but Jealousy sees the sharpest for it is love and hate at the same time”

“A competent and self-confident person is incapable of jealousy in anything. Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity.”

“Don't waste your life on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long, and in the end it's only you with yourself”

I abhor people who succumb to jealousy, insecurity, kiasuism, insensitivity, competitivity.

I wonder how they can stand the immense pressure of these negative emotions?

They just keep rubbing on a sore point (and it's not sore for that matter, it's a fact)

I spare no sympathy for such people

Honestly they are just trying to make me feel bad

For what?!

For things that are not within my control

Such as having......... such as being.........

Frankly, it's just too bad

I cant help it

And it gets irritating

Why cant people just learn to be GRATEFUL

Is It GREED? ENVY?

Why cant they spare a thought of people who didnt do as well as them, who dont have what they have, who yearn what they have?

Why must they pick on people who have more than them (not necessarily so) and succumb to those stupid emotions as stated above.

So im thankful im not going to the same JC as her or anyone else.

I'll be alone, I'll make new friends, Keep a few true friends, and THANK GOD, THANK HEAVEN, THANK DEITIES.

Just remember BE GRATEFUL

I sound like a cynic, but who cares?

Ive kept these feelings and thoughts in me for TOO LONG

It's been simmering

roar.rarr.roar.

I always get picked on for the WRONG THINGS

mainly materialistic things

*shakes head*

"maybe i'll survive better at ACJC lar huh since im just as snobbish as them"

if you want to say that to me, you can just say so you know, you dont have to beat around the bush insinuating that im snobbish because i have......???!

Is there a criteria for ACJC saying that you have to be rich to enter the school?

Seriously, im sick of all these "you are rich" kinda things

It's pathetic, it makes me feel so dots........

Like as if you are all trying to tell me that it's a SIN to be rich

I mean what's the defination of rich???

To lead a healthy life
To have three meals a day
To have clothes to wear
To have a shelter above our heads

It doesnt necessarily mean monetary things

So please be GRATEFUL

And excuse me I'm NOT A PRINCESS

i'm not born with blue blood
i dun wear a tiara
i dun live in a palcace
i dun have hundreds of servants
i dun have guards

blah blah

childhood fantasies.........

Roar. I just realised i made a careless mistake for Bio Pract.
Fuck it la.

Ring A --> Limp and Flaccid
Ring B --> Firm and Turgid

Since when was turgid and flaccid used to describe TEXTURE?

ROAR.

*slaps myself in the face*

Anyway i shall not dwell onto it
it's officially OVER.

Shall focus on the written part.
Anyway it's still 75% rite.

Frankly, O level pract WAS SO MUCH HARDER than prelims for goodness sake
And they still say our school standard was higher than O levels
-_-"

Thank god for not counting seeds
And seemingly, the O level pract booklet seemed to have more pages
And the questions required more higher level thinking

I only hope now that Chem Pract and Physics Pract aint that difficult

*shakes head vigoriously to dispel any more thoughts on Bio Pract*

Found out that i revoked LOADS of Promises

1) Im still watching Goong, and falling in love all over again with Yul Goon who has an IQ of 146?????!!!

2) Im still blogging

3) I promised mum im just going downstairs to take my allergy medicine but ended up online

4) I promised to tidy the living room which is cluttered with all my books but made it messier instead

5) I promised i'll stop watching soccer and stop having a crush on ballack and kaka, but i'm still waking up at ungodly hours like 2.30am to watch them

6) I promised to start working harder but ended up sleeping the day away

BUT

the last promise is not considered revoked la
i never have afternoon naps one lor
it's just because im sick
S-I-C-K

Thanks to inconsiderate people who still practise slash and burn cultivation at the expense of the environment and our health.

I feel like i'm breathing in carbon dioxide filled with smoke particles and i could imagine brownian motion taking place in my lungs as my paralysed cilia failed to filter out the smoke and dust.

<3>

*waking up at 2am! :)

nitez

Y6:14 AM