Saturday, October 23, 2004
im so damn blurdae fcuked up lorx.....haiz u kall getting 80 sumting 4 maths low arh?!!!...sum ppl really veh insensitive......i admit i can be lyke tat sumtimes.....but harlo?!!!........ooh beginning 2 sound lyke rarrchie.......my xpectations r damn high....i dunno weder i putting too much pressure on myself till im losing grip wif reality........its lyke wad the fcuk.......argggghhhhhhhhhhhhh..............sigh...........s long i can gt into triple science class im harpi enuff.......i juz hope my ranking wun slip......
maia....iz eliminated........wad the hell.......i tink leandra and christopher shld be out lor.......4 gdness sake i finally came to realise tat christopher's voice suck lyke hell........i tink leandra a bit act kewt.....shez lyke wearing a gown but she was shaking her legs damn violently and her hair and complacent attitude juz puts me off........although daphne acts kewt but she iz KEWT while leandra isn't........*duh*
how sad......1 more week left wif 2/2.......words cldn't describe hw i feel.......i feel so SAD......time passes so damn quickly......i still rmb the 1st tyme we met each other.....which was in january 2003....we weren't cooperative, we din tok or interact much......esp me.......until nw den shirley tan den cum and sae she din noe i tat siao gaoish 1.....haha.....am i tat RETICENT????!!!
i kept to myself most of the time....hahaa....2003 chinese new yr deco was horrigible....no1 wanted 2 stay back.....and isabelle was indeed cold......wen we waved 2 her and saed hullo....she ignored us......but nw........we cld tok and lauf and joke wif her...she even told us tat the lemon lime drink the canteen sold cld help us lose weight.......hahaha.......we all had a gd lauf.....
the retreat was enriching indeed.......i sat wif shona, ht and teena most of the time but after the break i sat wif teena, ht, mandy, joy, and mag...........we wrote letters 2 each other.......although i tink mag wrote 2 her granddad.....i wrote a LONG 1 4 ht and she wrote a LONG 1 back but she saed GOODBYE.........haha i wrote back to her saying "wey.asshole i nt yet die can".......and she lauf lyke a maniac.......and she LOST my letter.......and she was so FRANTICALLY looking 4 it......and she found it under teena legs.........oh man.......i really lurved the part when every1 hooked their hands ard each other.......and swayed and sang.........we had a 2/2 wave which involved jumping and nt waving..........we looked lyke potentially vibrating and active atoms......
later s we grped 2gther again to the tune of abba's sos, i and ht strangled teena till she SCREAMED and HOLLERED.......haha she commented tat her 2 "good" frenz attempted 2 kill her.......oh yarh i 4gt 2 mention tat wen i was standing opposite ht.........we kept on aiming high kicks @ each other.....and i hit isabelle's leg..........SORRY!!!!!!
ill really miss 2/2 and im so damn depressed tat i cldn't make it 4 the banner painting tis morning cuz of 2 piano lessons......according 2 abigail it seemed so farn................looking 4wrd 2 mondae.......i guess everyone will be practicing, painting.................we will be s united s b4......cuz 2/2 2004 will owaez be togther in spirit.....no matter wad.........
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